The weight of the world is really pushing down on me. It’s making me sluggish and it’s making me work really slowly. I can’t even begin to explain how exhausted I am and it’s not like I haven’t gotten a good sleep or haven’t been looking after myself. Trust me, I’m trying my absolute hardest and doing everything in my power to be productive but it’s just not working too well.
I’m supposed to meet with a buyer’s agent in Hampton in the next hour but at the rate I’m travelling, I’m not even going to be there when I’m supposed to be. Everything is just moving in slow motion and is taking me double the amount of time than it should be. Like, it took me an hour to write 300 words of my master’s project before. In general, 300 words should take me about half an hour. That’s why I’m running so late now – because I budgeted for thirty minutes of work and then the commute to Hampton to meet the buyer’s advocate. I didn’t budget for an hour of work.
I hope that being late to my appointment doesn’t put me in the bad books with the buyer’s advocates. In the Melbourne area, it’s easy to get a bad reputation among businesses if you don’t treat them well. You need to be polite. Show up on time and know what it is you require of them. Businesses (such as buyer’s advocates) are there to help us but we have to help them help us… if that makes sense. If I’m really late to my appointment I might get a bad reputation. I also really want to be able to move into a house with my boyfriend soon, so it’s not ideal that I’m late.
I guess I will just see what happens. Hopefully speaking with the buyer’s agent pulls me out of my fog. Only time will tell.